Thursday, February 25, 2010

No Motivation

i sit here and stare around at my house, and know what a mess it is. but yet i have no motivation to even attempt to clean or do anything. i stare at my computer desk in awe of the clutter, and think to myself "how did i let it get like this?" at one point i could actually SEE the desk....but now...alas...i forget there is one there and think maybe everything is floating in mid air....why can i not motivate myself to clean up this mess? i am tired, maybe a bit lazy? i don't know but i wish i could find the motivation to do something about it.....i suppose i just feel a little burned out right now.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Few more LO's from DSC

a few more LO's from DSC Challenges

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Thursday, February 11, 2010

He's HOME!!!

hubby got home 3 days early!! he was supposed to come home tomorrow but with all the snow on the east coast they told them to get out if they could....so he was able to make it home Tuesday night, as i was a bit upset that he didnt call at all to inform me of plans as the night before he said he would find out in the AM if he was getting out and lead me to believe that if he didnt call in the AM it was because of the rush and he wouldn't have time, so I assumed that he would call me when he could as i was assuming i would be picking him up from the airport....but as it turned out he got on a flight that one of the other co-workers was on and her and her husband drove him home....but the important thing is that he is home and the girls are so happy that he is! as am I as well!!! its been nice spending the days with him as he took the week off of work :) we have all missed him so much!!!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Going a little crazy

So it has been 16 days home with the kids all by myself....I am slowly going insane I think...haha...no really....I need a night out or something. But alas I know I will not be getting that anytime soon! Helena just today decided to KEY her wall....after I had already painted it....gah...now I have to go back over that and REPAINT what she KEYED....I have no idea why she did that....on the plus side I am getting a new carpet put in my bedroom on monday! YAY!!! The carpet in there is HORRIBLE....so finally that is getting done and as soon as that happens and I have the room put back together I'll post some before and after pics of that room.

LO's for DSC challenges

so far I have made 2 LO's for the challenges over at Digital Scrap Cafe!!

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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

I have been super busy with painting and its draining a lot out of me right now.....hopefully I'll get it all done!

here is a before and after shot of one of the bedrooms....as you can see it started out VERY pink LOL

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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Missing my Husband

So I am sitting here it is 11:20pm....I am really exhausted....but I just can't sleep. I really haven't been sleeping good at all for the last couple of weeks....my husband left for work on Jan 21st....and its hard...you would think I would be used to it by now....its not the first and def won't be the last time! But it really does not get easier. As the girls get older, it really gets harder....they understand more and express how sad they are that he is not here with them....and that alone breaks my heart. But I really have been trying to keep myself busy with working on our house, trying to get it ready to sell....with painting and what not....and it really has worked making things go by faster!